gentle wisps of air could only cause this fluttering feeling in my chest to only double in intensity. i payed it no mind as i found myself intranced by the letters i had seen pressed into the snow it wasnt the fact that i was amazed he was able to write it or anything it was the fact he felt the need to tell me he loved me i always sit around and ask myself if its all for a reason- why i can be built up and torn down with one simple blow- no it wasnt a problem.. i hesitated before returning my words of endearment for the other, nothing short from true i felt the need to push a little further "how much?" i slowly traced into the cold, somewhat sand-like in texture frost. my gaze diverted to catch him looking at me with this small grin as if i was asking something that was so obvious i should of already known the answer to i only looked back down to the small patch of ground that had suddenly became our canvas he looked down at my small question and pressed his index finger in a small pattern, finishing it in a single swipe then closing his eyes for a moment, for what i would only guess was to take in a deep breath-- does he even need air?--I-I dont know. in a small motion i could only find myself to look back down to the snow and have this wave of joy over take me for a good moment of time what i seen had sealed the deal for my worries although ill never jip that lingering feeling as if someone else is always a step ahead of me with these things.. always better. always there when i cant be or just loved by him more--- nevermind that. i love you with all my being all i could ask for is to be at your side when you need me most "never replace me" a muttered under my breath in a shuddering fit- in all honesty i couldn't depict if it was the cold weather or it was my metal churned heart clashing up its own emotions i could only hope to be the best he could have, i would give up quite a price to make sure im still at the core of his thoughts- as he is for me sometimes i just feel its all going to be worth it i hope this gut feeling isnt leading me on
so to be brutally honest here i like to write things of my little piece of happiness i dont really bother with how run on ~*~ect~*~ this thing is but personally i do it a lot its interesting and just makes me love these two all the more <3 merry christmas errbody